Pride March

 

I’m paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

I was born into her

She was born in me

And now this virgin me is pure memory,

I was space to rent,

I was temporary,

I was housing untouched naivety

Coz I never really owned my virginity

-she owned me

And now I’m paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

 

I was born into her

My birth made manifest

A thousand-fold obligation

And placed me on the pedestal of purity

which declares me virgin before I am me.

See, I never really owned my virginity, she owned me

And now I’m paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

 

But it never was lost,

My virgin memory –

In loss lies

Too many lies of lying in wait for return.

In some moments it was surrender

In others it was theft

And now I’m paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

 

So see the virgin me

The me outside memory

The me more real than my purity,

A lie which lies me in pools of guilt beside gilt virgins

paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist so I

fear what’s in me

believe I am dirty

because I never really owned my virginity, she owned me,

We’re paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

 

See my virgin soul

Take a look at me,

The me that extends beyond my body.

Hear my untouched being

Screaming I am free

I am me beyond my virginity

This is my pride march

Don’t fall in line –

You’ll need to sing your own song, freedom keeps its own time.

I’m singin a pride song here and it goes

 

I was born a virgin soul

I live a virgin being

I will die with virginity

Long after any act of sexuality

I don’t want the title

The name isn’t me,

I am me before I am my purity –

I never really owned my virginity, she owned me,

We’re paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.

 

I’m singin a pride song here and it goes

I was born a virgin soul

I live a virgin being

I will die with virginity

Long after any act of sexuality

I don’t want the title

The name isn’t me,

I am me before I am my purity –

 

I never really owned my virginity, she owned me,

We’re paying homage to a concept that doesn’t exist.